Immersion In The Desert
Still opening now deeper in this spirit pregnancy feels literally just like a developing fetus of assembling thoughts and expressions full in my solar plexus - warm, teaming with energy and joyous conscious life - - still staying as quite as I can to Be there/here; to just watch, Deeply Watch - in EVERY moment when I can - just for a while - (sooo much to see - so much is Here)- I am so deep now, - aware and watching our natural basic movement animate all of us at all times; this growing of ourselves as Itself: so informative a place I can rest into and allow the becoming to BE more real in my body truly!!!- I can actually feel the fine line of me/God in play with Itself - using me and all of my strengths, liabilities and visioning; in this Divine movement; to continue to develop and use me to express Itself whole, complete by receiving the most direct inoculation feeling of bodily Spirit into and as me - - - knowing there is not any other reality . . . I now know this more as All.
Friday, I drove into Death Valley knowing I would be asking directly for contact with Spirit; as Separate and distinct in the moment from my person. I have been having more courage to do this lately. Each time I do I receive such a immediate response that I have been too intimidated to ask for formal contact unless I really knew it was time and I did need validation. I have learned, over the years, to trust my impulse, especially when the surroundings, events or others move that way - then I know it is right.
Over the last year I have gained more certainty of evolution of Spirit individually, in local tribe and the worldwide Global culture. We all see the signs of the birthing of each of our own Being, as part of a greater Global Shift. Especially i share this growth with my fellow students and Choir members of Religious Science here at CSLSR.
It has been difficult to responsibly accept my own Being as the conscious residence of birthing my own Divine Spirit into my own living Divine Domain. Yet I do see it actively all around in others too. We, beyond our ego selves, are learning to discover, understand, manage and express our own authentic birthing our own Personal Spirit Presence. Each of us is living their own private personal Divine path of experience. This idea of th Unified Living Spirit is becoming more commonly acceptable in our 21st century adult culture and youth society now.
As I drove undisturbed without any stopping, 55mph on cruise control for 45 miles into the desert and became totally alone for 20 miles around; I felt this momentary clear greater nature of my own Being fill all of my senses so intensely almost blinding me with this speed of change instantaneously stretching me out so fine into all of the hills and desert such my vision consciously expanded horizontally with deep and utter visual acuteness to the finest detail of all hills; Immediately I saw my whole personal history as always having been a Spiritual incarnation process I was allowed to choose to follow out of attraction to Love and interest in us; I saw the undeniable connected series of human intimate trainings of my conscious self to see this moment in the 21st century of awakening Beings and to choose to Be and allow this truth to be felt as my Being Person - then I truly felt so deeply my personal Spiritual and true living presence as an active participant in spite of my remembering or knowing of Its presence or the ongoing process.
As I fell into Itself As All I Am without thinking I am:
"Only BEING That" as my true whole personal expression - - - my total Being consciously saw this truth and consciously allowed the truth of this feeling with the outrageous pride to be lived as that form of Spirit defaulted with gifted wisdom . . .and Now my accepting That by only consciously allowing this as YES this so of my direction of my Being and the greater culture! . . . I saw there was no way is it possible I can choose to be some other fictional character with a "complaint of not this or not that" as my Nature To Be Here.
Again: I was shown all I had to do was actually just Consciously Allow and Consciously accept I naturally function as a conscious Active Spiritual tool, in spite of any of my innocence and shoulder shrugging ignorance to it all:
And so it is
Friday, I drove into Death Valley knowing I would be asking directly for contact with Spirit; as Separate and distinct in the moment from my person. I have been having more courage to do this lately. Each time I do I receive such a immediate response that I have been too intimidated to ask for formal contact unless I really knew it was time and I did need validation. I have learned, over the years, to trust my impulse, especially when the surroundings, events or others move that way - then I know it is right.
Over the last year I have gained more certainty of evolution of Spirit individually, in local tribe and the worldwide Global culture. We all see the signs of the birthing of each of our own Being, as part of a greater Global Shift. Especially i share this growth with my fellow students and Choir members of Religious Science here at CSLSR.
It has been difficult to responsibly accept my own Being as the conscious residence of birthing my own Divine Spirit into my own living Divine Domain. Yet I do see it actively all around in others too. We, beyond our ego selves, are learning to discover, understand, manage and express our own authentic birthing our own Personal Spirit Presence. Each of us is living their own private personal Divine path of experience. This idea of th Unified Living Spirit is becoming more commonly acceptable in our 21st century adult culture and youth society now.
As I drove undisturbed without any stopping, 55mph on cruise control for 45 miles into the desert and became totally alone for 20 miles around; I felt this momentary clear greater nature of my own Being fill all of my senses so intensely almost blinding me with this speed of change instantaneously stretching me out so fine into all of the hills and desert such my vision consciously expanded horizontally with deep and utter visual acuteness to the finest detail of all hills; Immediately I saw my whole personal history as always having been a Spiritual incarnation process I was allowed to choose to follow out of attraction to Love and interest in us; I saw the undeniable connected series of human intimate trainings of my conscious self to see this moment in the 21st century of awakening Beings and to choose to Be and allow this truth to be felt as my Being Person - then I truly felt so deeply my personal Spiritual and true living presence as an active participant in spite of my remembering or knowing of Its presence or the ongoing process.
As I fell into Itself As All I Am without thinking I am:
"Only BEING That" as my true whole personal expression - - - my total Being consciously saw this truth and consciously allowed the truth of this feeling with the outrageous pride to be lived as that form of Spirit defaulted with gifted wisdom . . .and Now my accepting That by only consciously allowing this as YES this so of my direction of my Being and the greater culture! . . . I saw there was no way is it possible I can choose to be some other fictional character with a "complaint of not this or not that" as my Nature To Be Here.
Again: I was shown all I had to do was actually just Consciously Allow and Consciously accept I naturally function as a conscious Active Spiritual tool, in spite of any of my innocence and shoulder shrugging ignorance to it all:
And so it is
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